加油!现在才到第13天

早上起来,发现下雪了。爸爸妈妈打电话来,要我过去和他们一起住,担心我单独在BOBO自由城发生意外。我想待在我和胡佳的家里等他回来,可又不能让爸爸妈妈担心,只好答应了明天去爸爸妈妈家里。可怜天下父母心!

妈妈明显一天比一天着急,她和我商量等我身体好一点,一起去市公安局。妈妈曾经给市安全局打电话,市安全局回答这事情不归他们管,得去找公安局。爱知行也给市公安局、朝阳区公安分局、通州区公安分局写了信,通州区公安分局没有回复,另两者回答说到失踪地去报案,或者去拘留所查询。 

一些和当局高层有沟通途径的朋友,几乎很肯定地“猜测”:胡佳要两会以后才能回来了。我心里很清楚,可是我不愿意接受他要两会以后才能放出来的“猜测”。另外我很费劲地纳闷:为什么国保的人到现在还不承认把人带走了不肯传递胡佳需要用的药和换洗衣服呢?难道他们不害怕到时胡佳放出来说出事实真相吗?难道他们一点都不考虑这出闹剧如何“收场”吗?Julia昨天和我说,她担心的不是胡佳,而是我自己。她提醒我这不是一天两天的事情,是要长久面对的现实。一语惊醒梦中人。如果胡佳每一次“不见”了,我都悲伤不能自已,那我的工作、事业怎么办?我的人生怎么办?我对自己说:不要再天真了,好好地准备,认真地接受现实吧!

早上起来熬了稀饭吃,中午邻居G来了,她把工作带到我家里做,一直陪着我。傍晚的时候,我看着书睡着了。电话把我吵醒,心跳瞬时加速。是Olesen,她告诉我,UNAIDS的工作人员很关注胡佳的情况,已经和卫生部联系,表示非常关注。卫生部没有回答他们关于胡佳在哪里的问题。 

外交部发言人在礼拜二(今天)发言的情况:  

Chinese Foreign Ministry spokesman Liu Jianchao on Tuesday would not confirm whether any detentions linked to the hunger strike had taken place.

"I don’t think people in China would be arrested simply because of their thinking. If they do not violate the law they will not be arrested or detained in China," Liu said. 

Asked whether hunger strikes were illegal in China, Liu said that protests and demonstrations "should be conducted under a legal framework" and did not elaborate.

想起来要给妈妈打电话报告平安,拨了电话,发现打不出去,试着打进去,电话响了。我已经不觉得奇怪了,胡佳软禁的时候,电话也有拨不出去的情况。再看email,舅舅昨天早晨打电话来问有没有收到他发的电邮,我没有收到,昨天晚上将近深夜,才收到舅舅的email。 

我不得不承认,这将是一次持久的等待。需要很好的耐心和持久的准备。

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晚上九点多,妈妈打来电话,声音很疲惫。妈妈说她今天一整天给国保杨春滔打电话,开始的时候没有人接,后来杨春滔接了电话问:你是谁啊?妈妈说:我是胡佳的妈妈。电话马上断了,从此再也打不通。妈妈的声音,有了哭腔。我安慰妈妈,要她好好睡,明天一早见面了,好有精力做事情。

觉得国保杨春滔很可怜。不知道他回去了会不会愧对自己的母亲和所有的老人。前几天就听说了,杨春滔为了执行上级的命令控制胡佳,在“非常时期”天天待在我们楼下。他自己几个月大的孩子,生病住院了好几天,也没有去看。他的妻子生气极了,为了这件事情,还和杨春滔打架。杨春滔的孩子是一个非常可爱的宝宝,我作为一个“意志上”的敌人,都忍不住想抱抱那个孩子多看几眼,而他作为一个年轻的父亲,怎么就这样忍心呢! 

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收到一封email,是胡佳的朋友M发来的。他在美国教小学生汉语。几天前,课间的时候,那些孩子们很好奇M正在阅读的Blog是什么,M介绍了,那是胡佳妻子的Blog。孩子们听了以后,一起努力用汉语给胡佳写信。昨天的课堂主题是“假如在中国旅游”,M问学生们最想去哪里,他以为学生们会回答:长城、云南或者三峡。没想到,一些学生回答:"Let’s go and visit Hu Jia in prison."当我看到M的email,那种感觉,无法用语言表达。

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紧紧地拥抱你!每一个捍卫自由的善良人!我一点都不孤单。

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FYI:

UN agency appeals to China to look into case of missing AIDS activist who staged hunger strike<

By ALEXA OLESEN

Associated Press Writer

BEIJING (AP) _ A United Nations agency said Tuesday it has expressed concern to the Chinese government about the possible detention of a Beijing-based AIDS activist who disappeared after staging a hunger strike to protest violence against dissidents.

Hu Jia, 31, was under house arrest and in the company of police when he was last seen, according to his wife.

Joel Rehnstrom, the country coordinator for the UNAIDS China office, said his agency often works with Hu and was informed last week that he disappeared on Feb. 16.

"We, as with many others, have received periodic communication from his wife and have, how shall I say, conveyed what we know about his situation to the Ministry of Health and expressed our concern regarding his situation," Rehnstrom said. He said the ministry had not responded to a request for information on Hu’s whereabouts.

Chinese Foreign Ministry spokesman Liu Jianchao on Tuesday would not confirm whether any detentions linked to the hunger strike had taken place.

"I don’t think people in China would be arrested simply because of their thinking. If they do not violate the law they will not be arrested or detained in China," Liu said.

Asked whether hunger strikes were illegal in China, Liu said that protests and demonstrations "should be conducted under a legal framework" and did not elaborate.

Hu is one of hundreds of Chinese dissidents who have staged 24-to 48-hour hunger strikes or promised to do so in support of a protest launched Feb. 6 by activist Beijing lawyer Gao Zhisheng.

The strike is meant to protest violence against dissidents, Gao says.

"Given (Hu’s) past history in antagonizing government authorities or different parts of the government, it makes us worried regarding his situation," Rehnstrom said.

In May 2004, Hu said he was placed under house arrest to prevent him from traveling to an AIDS-infected village in central Henan province at the same time that an American Embassy delegation was visiting.

Hu’s wife, who asked not to be identified by name, said she last saw her husband when she left for work on the morning of Feb. 16. She said several plainclothes police whom she recognized were in her building lobby that morning and sitting in cars around her home.

She said she has filed a missing person report with police but has had no news.

Yu Zhijian, a former teacher who spent 11 years in jail for throwing paint at a portrait of Mao Zedong that overlooked the 1989 Tiananmen square pro-democracy protests, was detained on Feb. 18 after his hunger strike, his girlfriend Su Gui told The Associated Press by telephone Tuesday.

Yu was taken in by police in Changsha, the capital of south China’s Hunan province, and has since been moved to a detention center in Liuyang city, Su said. Police told her Yu is being investigated for subversion of state power.

A man who answered the phone at the Liuyang Detention Center and who refused to give his name said no one named Yu Zhijian was in custody there.

 

 

 

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4 条 加油!现在才到第13天 的回复

  1. 说道:

    金燕!请相信历史很忍耐的在等待着被侮辱者的胜利!
    为了天上的星星,为了那不灭的永恒!
    好好的活下去,答应我!

  2. 说道:

    金燕,很高兴看到你逐渐乐观和坚强起来。我知道等待依然艰难,但请一定照顾好自己的身体。

  3. 尼安德特说道:

    不能只让先生一个人战斗下去啊,好好保重自己才能与先生并肩作战呢。你们并不孤单,大家的思想与你们同在,为了大家,更重要的是为了先生,千万要好好保重自己啊,相信他也不希望回到家的时候看见一个满脸憔悴的妻子吧^_^

  4. wangning说道:

    take care!

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