等待的时候干什么?

他的失踪,按理说我已经习惯了,习惯!多可怕的词语!
 
我在等他回来,除了等待,什么也没有了。
 
房子好空,只有我一个人。等待……
 
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刚才接了一个电话,那个陌生的阿姨说昨天qi(另一个失踪的人)给他的妻子打电话报告去向。瞬间,仿佛无数的青藤,从心里蔓延,一步一步地蔓延,青藤细小的触角,把我紧紧地包住了。
 
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突然想起昨天晚上作的梦,还有前天晚上做的梦。梦太奇怪了。这两个晚上他都没有任何消息,前天晚上因为没有电,整个房子黑漆漆的。一切很反常,很奇怪,空气很不安分。
 
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晾衣服的时候,有一种感觉很熟悉。我可以把他当作出差了啊!记得去年夏天,我去了蒙特利尔,我刚回来,他去了青海。在七月中旬的某一天,我们同时在家里收到两张明信片,一张是从加拿大邮寄、瑞士投递来的,是国会大厅的图案,背面没有除了地址以外的文字,用签字笔画了四面没有任何国别标志的旗帜,旗帜下面画着一男一女手拉手各持一个爱心气球,笔画很笨拙;另一张是嘉峪关的一个墩台的图案,背面写了几行字:
大漠羌笛,戈壁烽烟。
奔驰在青藏之巅和丝绸之路上,
心里不时响起:
我爱赖皮小八戒,
我爱猪鼻小太保。
胡佳
2005.07.22
 
7月24日,他回到了北京。25日是他的生日,我们约定了登记结婚。28日登记了结婚,我去上班他去开会。
 
结婚PARTY前,我们约定了,痛苦的时候,就回忆快乐的时光。Party那一天,他像个孩子,傻傻地笑。多想,他现在就在眼前,把贪睡小猪递给我,叫我赖皮小八戒。
 
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多明戈的音乐非常好,让我慢慢地忘记一些东西。当我打开网页,一切又回来了。
 
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山雨欲来风满楼,有更大的事情等着。
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I check my email every a few minutes, hoping somebody send me a message that he/she knows where hujia is. A sentence comes to me "Love is sacrifice." Does it mean that I should sacrifice my lover for the freedom of the public? Hu Shi wrote a sentence several ten years ago. People wishes somebody fight for the interest of public, but they don’t prefer that guy born in themselves own family.
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I  meet Wendy on MSN. She is a trainer, teaching IELTS in Globle IELTS Training Agency. She gives me some suggestions on Pratical English study. You know, in my school life, I was only learning English for good marks in English test. Last Year I visited Canada, I even didn’t know how to say "small changes" to the bank’s staff. Because of my South China accent, I am too ashamed to speak English publicly. I would rather to write a email than to call my forergn friends.
From now on, I should read newsreport, listern to  broadcast, watch TV & movies in English more. Also speak and talk in English more. It is time to prepare my GRE exam. 
 
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Mr. Xu told me Eric  broke his word. Eric is NBC’s staff, one of Hu’s friends. I met him about three or four years ago in Tsinghua University. He did sth. realy bravely at that time. He phoned me yesterday asking me for help. It’s a interview which will be broadcast in evening news. I suggested Mr. Xu. They had a date (appointment, by Xu) this morning. But Eric rushed to Manila for the mudslide event this early moring without canceling the dating (appointment, by Xu). Mr. Xu wasted a lot of time on the way to the place and had been waiting for him for a long time.
Eric should have said sorry to Xu on the phone.
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To Xu,

真高兴你大致已经原谅Eric了吧:)

当时想也没想用了一个笼统的称呼,我想还是说咱“徐公子”好听,should I use "Childe Xu"

但愿下次看见我的英文有不妥当的地方,统统告诉我:)

 

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Tomorrow is another day. I have to prepare for tomorrow evening’s meeting.
 
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Tired, but sleepingless. I am waiting.
 
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4 条 等待的时候干什么? 的回复

  1. 说道:

    qiziyong有消息了的话,胡佳也会有的。相信你的坚强!

  2. Xibai说道:

    1) Don’t call me mister, that sounds a bit weird.
    2) It was not a "date" but an appointment…
    3) Eric must too tired since he didn’t have any sleep last night. Don’t blame him la😉

  3. Xibai说道:

    typo: must be too tired

  4. Jinyan说道:

    To Xu,
    真高兴你大致已经原谅Eric了吧:)
    当时想也没想用了一个笼统的称呼,我想还是说咱“徐公子”好听,should I use "Childe Xu"?
    但愿下次看见我的英文有不妥当的地方,统统告诉我:)
     

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